Lately

Life has been pretty crap lately. 

And i wished that all this stress was related to my studying for the year end viva. 

then at least it would be worth something

can't wait for all this to be over. 

Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken. - Psalm 62:5-6

Maybe we can find new ways to fall apart

The past week seems to have been all about  finding ways and means to cheer myself up. Let's hope I don't have to do that so much this week. 

distracting myself from what doesn't exist

and with a tear in my eye

give me the sweetest goodbye 

that I ever did receive

think of this as the quiescent phase

embrace that thought 

don't go back and forth

the disappointment is not real because it doesn't exist