sigh

do you know what it's like to sit at home the whole day and do nothing?

i feel like the most unproductive person in the world.

and this has to go on for the next 5 months. =(

i'm dying.

people say..treasure your holiday, you'll never get another chance like this. they say: at least you don't have to study, like me.

Firstly, what holiday? is this your idea of a holiday?

Secondly, honestly i'd rather be studying, moving forward at least.

my brain is degenerating. argh. i need to force myself to do something so my brain doesn't degenerate into oblivion by the time i realise i need it for school.

anw i went to JB yesterday, it felt real nostalgic to be back in malaysia. even though it's not entirely the same as KL, but it smelt the same, people talked the same..we went to the bread shop Lavender and mom bought charcoal bread. really reminded me of the time where shawn visited KL and we went to buy bread cos he was afraid we'd get hungry at night. i miss him so much.

xoxo :) i love you